I don't have insomnia, my pussy does!

I can't sleep.  I should be in bed right now.  Daddy's already asleep!  Heck, I've even already taken the nightly medication that normally would have knocked me on my butt by now.  The problem is... my pussy is throbbing like crazy!  I am so horny I can't stand it!

Part of it I am totally blaming on 'Nilla.  I was lying there in bed and decided to check my email on my phone before turning out the light, and there was the next chapter of her Cowboys and Indians story.  Holy cow, that story has been a HUGE turn-on to me!  I love all of her stories, but some of them just stand out more than others, and after reading that chapter, I was all kinds of hot and bothered!

The other part, well, I guess it's just being reminded of how long it feels like it has been since I've been well and truly dominated.  Not through any fault on Daddy's part; I just haven't been up to it.  So I am really craving it.

I want to be thrown down and taken.  Not only used, though... played with.  I want to be his toy, his puzzle to unlock.  Push my limits, tie me down, bruise me, fuck every hole, play with my head, make me your slut. Make me feel thoroughly dominated; draw that exquisite submission out of me, piece by piece.  I love it when he spends time and energy on me, when he puts his whole mind and soul into Mastering me.

The sucky thing about being in this kind of mood is that, while I'm incredibly turned on, I can't really do much about it!  I mean, even if I did want to break the rules and try to "relieve" myself (who me? I'd never do such a thing...) it wouldn't really be satisfying because it's about so much more than just cumming.  Ugh!  I mean, maybe if I spun myself a really good fantasy or read some more 'Nilla stories... but even then, I'd still be helping a symptom and not curing the problem.

Daddy doesn't have a day off until next Tuesday, so I'm screwed until at least then, darnit.